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Its pretty much invisible [Mar. 17th, 2007|01:38 pm]
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2003|02:29 pm]
Hey..Judas...Heaven or Hell?
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2003|04:08 pm]
this journal is gay and friends only now....not like I update it much anyway
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once in a blue moon [Oct. 9th, 2003|11:11 pm]
woohoo havent written in this in over a year or so...wooohoo...i think I just kept it cuz Im lazy and I was gonnna let someone else use it...also i did it so I could post in anonymous comments...man Ive had this one for a long long long time back when like only craig and Adam had it...now everyone has one...even Jeremy...loser...hehe oh well off for another long time
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same as deadjournal [Jan. 19th, 2002|02:51 pm]
guess ill update...well right now im soaked from head to toes cuz i had to go to kroger for my mom and get sum stuff for my bro cuz hes pukin and i didnt ahve an umbrella.. but anyway wednesday i left skool after 5th and hung out with ray. that was fun. thursday i woke up to an im saying "fuck you jennifer tellin ray n aaron behind my back me n cassi werent gonna last." wonder who wrote it. oh well. matt was at me the whole day then he got over it thursday nite. friday was good til matt got mad at cassi cuz i was spending the nite with her. the original plan was cassi was gonna spend the nite with me and matt could come over but that didnt work out. anyway we had fun. atom is hilarious. sumtime today tom or mon me n kelsey n brit n charity an dhopefully cassi will go thrift store shopping...yes! the best clothes. hehe oh well im outta here. love the poems kels.
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back stabbers always stab you where it hurts [Oct. 29th, 2001|05:42 pm]
[mood |annoyed]
[music |afi]

god i love it when ppl only tell 1/2 the story. yea ok we are all talkin about kelsey in a joking manner. i come home and me n kels are talkin and she was like "I heard you were talking about me at taco bell" and i was like yea jokes you know. and i asked who did you hear it from? surprise surprise rachel told. funny part is she left out a couple names of who else was makin jokes. she 4 got 2 other ppl. she said it was just me n craig n atom...sorry it wasnt that way. oh i love when ppl do that, make themselves look better and other ppl look bad. happens alot. its not that i keep these things from kelsey its just how she made me n atom n craig look bad instead of everyone. i dont care. i only trust one person completely anyway.
today has been a really shitty day. especially with my friends. i think the only good thing today was hangin with matt and when me n cassi talked when i came home. god i miss her. she said we are gonna do something friday but i dunno. i hope we can. hopefully matt wont get mad like last time we tried to do something together. hmm it was weird with the bomb threat and all...sum pretty weird shit happened while on the field. oh my head hurts from brit's damn glasses. haha she got all defensive when i was talking about a cd she had. she had a cd with afi and dashboard confessional and saves the day and 88 finger louie. she asked how i can like evrything but country and not get picked on my atom n craig n jeremy. i was like cuz i odnt give a fuck what they think about my music. i listen to their music and everything else. i dont limit myself to music or whatever, i like music by how it makes me feel or whatever. it was just funny listenin to her talk about what jeremy said and all this stuff. oh well my head really hurts ima go to sleep
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Danger Signs of Suicide [Oct. 28th, 2001|06:09 pm]
[mood |contemplative]
[music |rob zombie]

Danger Signs of Suicide:

Previous suicide attempts

The verbalizing of suicide threats

The giving away of prized personal possessions

The collection and discussion of information on suicide methods

The expression of hopelessness, helplessness, and anger at oneself or the world

Themes of death or depression evident in conversation, written expressions, reading selections, or artwork

Statements or suggestions that the speaker would not be missed if he or she were gone

The scratching or marking of the body, or other self-destructive acts

Recent loss of a friend or a family member (or even a pet) through death or suicide; other losses (for example, loss of a parent resulting from divorce)

Acute personality changes, unusual withdrawal, aggressiveness, or moodiness, or new involvement in high-risk activities.

Sudden dramatic decline or improvement in academic performance, chronic truancy or tardiness, or running away

Physical symptoms such as eating disturbances, sleeplessness or excessive sleeping, chronic headaches or stomachaches, menstrual irregularities, apathetic appearance

Use or increased use of substances

Note: Look for sudden changes in behavior that are significant, last for a long time, and are apparent in all or most areas of his or her life (pervasive).

dont get any ideas. found it funny cuz most of these happens to everyone so should we all think that ppl are gonna die? least we know who isnt gonna die
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2001|08:41 pm]
[mood |chipper]

this is a gay entry but i dont care
i love matt! i love our relationship...when hes not all you know. he can be the biggest sweetheart. i like how we can be close but not want anything more than friendship. its great. guyz are always better friends than girls. they dont bitch about petty shit...well not always. guyz are funner to be with to. but ima finish watchin this movie
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snotty wotty [Oct. 27th, 2001|07:58 pm]
[mood |sick]

uhh im sick though from bein out n all that cold stuff. im so pathetic when im sick. and when im not of course.
its funny how janet jackson and micheal jackson look the same...i wonder if its really one person???
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haha who who thought youd get the money to [Oct. 27th, 2001|07:57 pm]
[mood |good]
[music |janet jackson and missy elliot...tv]

ahh fun stuff yesterday. well i forgot to mention yesterday about megan wanting to kick my ass. id love to see her try. i wanted to beat the shit out of her 6th period, damn whore. oh well back to get stuff. went to the football game last nite, it was boring and freezing. it was just me n jeremy n rachel but it was fun. the game wasnt but being withthem was. then at like 8 sumin we went to sonic, i dont think the 2nd quater had even started. it was soooo cold. klay was workin there and was askin us if we went to the back to smoke. hes such a crackhead but hes cool anyway. then i followed jeremy over to rachels house and he dropped her off and then got us lost. =) then on to matts house. we got there and it was just wes n aaron there. then matt n cassi n steph came back from the 1st attempt at pickin up anthony. then nick came. cassi n steph didnt stay long . cassi kept makin jokes about ray but it was good seein her again. then they left and matt n aaron went to blockbuster and jeremy n craig went to craigs house for awhile so it was just me n nick n wes until anthony showed up. wes gave me sum spiked fruitopia. it tasted good. then matt showed back up with his lil thug look and we just kinda hung out til i had to go. jeremy n craig came back as i was leaving so i couldnt talk to jeremy. ahh nick n matt jumped on my car. matt was on my hood so ofcourse i had to make him fall off. love him though. it was really good seein matt n nick again.
now on to today....gees to much. helped my mom put up halloween dec at her work for 2 1/2 hours and tehn i had to leave and she still wasnt down...gives new meaning to overkill. then i went to jen n jeannes lil cookout thing. joel was there. i hadnt seen him since like a month after the pigeon forge trip back in jan. it was cool. oh well fun stuff. only bad thing about yesterday was no ray. oh well
im outta here
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